~break~

I guess I have to let go now. I don't want to, but I feel like if I hang on for any longer it will simply drive me crazy. a part of me just won't let me let you go and is still holding onto you, telling me you're different and that it's worth the wait. It was just too fast and now it really hurts. Things you've said are fading but I still get too happy when I think about you and the things we shared and talked about. Maybe I won't let go, maybe I'm not supposed to and if you ever come back in talking reach I'll have an open mind about you, still. I always knew you were going to be the first person I'll fall in love with. It just made sense to think that. I don't know, I don't want to regret typing this with the chance you might ever check to just see or whatever. But I have no other way of talking to you, which makes you less real and pulls you away from me even more. I guess you just raised the bar for others. You're what I want and my soul will have to wait for another. Waiting is the hardest thing I'll have to endure for a while.

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PS. I did not write it..I just stumbled across it and thought it summed up all my feelings.

PSS. I scratched out some parts and added my own :)

last minute sparkle; I'll be back.